The force of hesitation has kept me far from you my King,
The doubt has kept me underwater; my hardened heart has made me cold
and dead.
Floating through the waves but slowly drowning, not knowing what joy
is or what is suffering.
The waves crash on me to and fro, looking at the dark skies with
glass eyes that can't be read.
Water has become heavy; the ripples have shadowed me from your
Light,
All that can be done is to wonder at the stars, for they answer
"There is a Mighty God"
Lord, may I pray "Rescue me from this sea, I no longer want to
dwell in the night".
The heaviness of the water has clenched to my breath, "Lord
save me with your golden rod ".
The weeping tears have deepened the tides of sorrow, "Lord
deliver me soon ".
If this is the end to my Earthly life, "Lord wake me to Eternal
life, take me to your shelter",
I've closed my eyes, 'I'm ready Lord, deliver me from the harshness
of war under this moon".
The dark through my eyelids were no more, to open them to the sight of
my Savior.
His Mighty hand swooped down to carry me out of the murky water
that I dwelled in for too long,
Murky water filled with depression oppressed within my heart and
mind.
Finally my eyes were not deceived; my Shepherd has heard my prayer
and song.
He lifts me up, soaring on his wings of warmth, my woefulness left
behind.
He takes me to his home, his realm that holds his Honorable Throne,
The weights of the world, the anguish from the pain, and the demons
have left my head,
They fled from the Light of God, His light shining brighter than any
rhinestone.
The Lord takes my hand and walks me through a gentle path beside a
riverbed.
"Come walk with me, and accept my complete honesty,
I did not give you life on Earth, so that Darkness could take a hold
of you.
You are mine, you were always mine, and I say this truthfully.
Satan has lied to you, to say you were worth nothing so you would
not pursue,
He saw the danger of you, a Child of God after my own heart.
Your passion and eagerness to seek me was strong,
But Satan fed little lies in your mind and heart to take you apart.
He told you to give up; life was not worth it, that you did not
belong.
That you were worthless, abandoned, and forgotten,
Making you believe that you were too broken to fix; that you were
lonely, depressed, and unseen.
Satan condemned you when you stumbled with sin to make you think you
were so rotten,
He wants to drag my children down; Satan's plans are ever obscene.
My Child, hear my voice and take these words to heart. You are not
an error or weak!
My beloved, I treasure you. I take delight in having you with me.
Don't shut me out; let me in your heart. Let me hear you speak.
Speak to me of your concerns, allow me to lead the path, I ardently
love thee.
Go back to your temporal home; don't allow darkness to seep into
your heart and soul.
My beloved, I have given you purpose. Be my servant and spread my
love.
Don't look right or left, I am your straight and narrow path. I am
the end goal.
Seek my truth, bear good fruits and know that I am all around you,
in you and above.
By R.E. Smith (ConsumedinFire)
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